A Bit Grey

Today the feeling is a bit grey

And maybe I won't get through the day.

I'd turn back time to when I didn't exist

And maybe this pain would finally cease.

I've decided to throw in the towel

Because I see that I've lost the battle.

You only notice the fake smiles

And the attempts to walk another mile.

I pull my knees close to my chest

And try to pray for the best.

You break me and it hurts

But things can't get any worse.

Things would be better if I were gone

So goodbye dear friends, so long