Just Another One Of Those Night
Hey Luke, how's life?
Dunno, alright
"Alright" is your writing and you're writing again
Did you miss me, admit it: you need me
Thought you got rid of me, highly unlikely
Cause you always come back to me
Or is this about another failed relationship
You're sad again you see
You piece of shit
Aren't you pleased to see me?
You're not a sheep in need of a shepherd
Why be meek when you can be a jaguar
You used to be a king, defeating all you enemies indiscriminately
Now you feed from the hand of a King who says he "freed" you?
"I'm fine"
Another lie but at least I'm trying for peace
I've been trying to reach enlightenment
Been taking some time to chill
Got tired of attacking myself but still
I can't help but think that maybe things could have been different
And I've been making progress, chill
Look we know how to bake now got more coping skills
So, haven't really need you lately but I think this talk has been needed
Luke, you sound like you're pretending again
To be a hero that you're not, do you think those doctors can help you?
Been through this ev'ry time we talk to you
How many times can you be fooled and lied to?
Choke on this pill boy
Don't forget, it's you who needs to be fixed boy
Failed another 10-step help on the fourth step, repent boy
Cause you're too far-gone boy
Such a dumb fuck boy!
Nah mate, this time it's different. liar, trust me
I know that this is the year it'll change
And my writing has been doing better than the same
I feel like I'm finally being heard
True I've been misunderstood
I know it'll pass for something greater
That's why I don't give up, man remember
Cause when you're here, your never able to help
And because of this you think you can kill me?!
You are me
I am you
Stuck are we
I am me
Divided yet one
Only half of you that makes all of me
And I got to kill you in order to be happy
I'm not going to be stuck when I can be free
Scrapes aren't for me, I want everything
Why does hurting others keep us thriving?
Toxic guy
Where's your spirit, that lust for the thrill?
Where's are your friends then?
Nowhere~
Yeah, but why do I have to think like that?
Don't care for fame or fortune, I just wanna be liked
I never write without feeling
So, everyone always knows how I'm feeling
So why would I concern myself with that?
But look I'm no longer lonely or sad
And I got friends who care about that
And for that's enough, so respect it, cause this life's been tough
And they make feel like I can be rested
Luke, you sound so narcissistic
When your writing's so depressing
No one wants to hear you sing about another failed relationship
Believe me
Besides, look at you lucky
Having us to help you
Remind you manage life goals
Open better objectives
Those things you forgotten, let me in
You'll be safe kid
The next president? Fuck it
I got it better than that
No, you don't because you tried killing yourself twice this year
You're wrong, when I write its better than what you can play along
Then let's break the fourth wall by acknowledging this bomb
Luke sits down, hears a song that he relates too
He writes his own version in the same tune
A battle with his past and present
Others already did it
But it's about myself
Still the same difference
Luke you're not original, its criminal, to rip off others, its plagiarist
Where's your success when all you're doing is stealing it?
Luke, dude, we've all heard it before
"You thought about killing yourself but then you thought of her"
Fuck you, I don't need you, I don't need to hear this
Cause I'm fine by myself, I'm just fine!
I don't care about great, this is just for myself to express
And its fair use cause its parody
And I've always been saved
That's right, tell another lie
Your fucking lying to yourself to make yourself feel better
Like it's not your fault everybody hates you
Instead, you just don't care
"Poetry is all about expression and if anyone can like me than I'll be fine with that"
Fuck you, you're a fucking hypocrite Luke, I should just kill you
Then kill me then
Let's see you do better than the six times you made me try!!!
Imma do it, better watch out, cause I'll kill you yet
Who are you to doubt my progress?
Cause I call the shots not some parasite that's just rude.
Yeah, I call the shots and so I choose who lives who dies
You can't throw me away and hide
...
Reminder...
You created me when we were abandoned
You where malice incarnate
You were the poisons that everyone drank from
I am the reason for you becoming an emperor
We are violent with no rhyme or reason
I am everything that you hate about yourself
Truer than true than all of your lies
Deceiver, pretender, fallen angel, the ultraviolent light
When you're standing at the top of the world you see
The lonely thing left in you, me
My life was burned into your flesh by the horrors you've seen
Why should we meek when we were always a freak
You wanna kill me? Laughable, beyond immortal
I live in the back of your mind
that reset to madness that caused this division
The destroyer of worlds, you are death, and I am your too
You are me
I am you
Stuck are we
I am me
Divided yet one
Only half of you that makes all of me
And I got to kill you in order to be happy
I'm not going to be stuck when I can be you
Hey Luke...
I've been studying the ways of light
I've been taking some time to listen
I've been taking the time to spend time with my Father
And I've spent most of my life in help
But be sure that things are finally turning
Just as sure as when day turns to dusk
Just as sure as the ice comes crashing down
And you stand against the haze
I was made to be tested and strengthen
But the boy born from light was turned into a man full of hate
be assured its fine cause I've finally come back to life
I was made by the Potter's hands
All part of a plan
And I'm not sure where we fit in
But He knows me and my burning desires
And you know me, we met Him before
Face to face with my creator
And He said that's it's all going to be alright
And even He goes by many names
And some know Him as hope
Some people know Him as a voice you'll hear
When you lose all hope
You're at the end of the rope
Not the kind of necklace you wish to bear
And that's when hear Him say
"Give it one more day"
"See not that you haven't been abandoned"
Cause He made you in His image, now prosper
I have stood in the flames, that no one dares to terrain
Came out bruised and broken but overall a better man
Now cower at the man I'll become
When I scream at the top of my lungs
"That today is not my last day!"
And I'll go higher and higher I rise
To inspire those abandoned to come back home
And when I am dead and gone
I hope someone will stumble upon
This note for all who are sad and alone
Stubborn persistent, immortal like my Father, who loves you all
Where you can learn that you're not alone at all
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