Two faced

You were my best friend,
I guess I was too quick to judge.
Caught you red handed,
you still wouldn't budge.
No remorse, regret or guilt.
Like new best friends can be quickly built.
Like you don't care
I come home to find that you are an unfaithful faux,
if you were done why couldn't you just let me know?
After all I told you,
and everything I'd done,
you played it off like it was all fun.
I guess you thought I wouldn't care,
well you thought wrong and it isn't fair.
I was in the dark then someone flipped the switch,
I see you for who you are,

"You Two-Faced Bitch."

Sandals

Had I known it would rain today, I wouldn't have worn sandals.

It hurts, can anyone else say the same?

There is wieght on my heart,
there is a tear in my soul.

Love is tearing me apart,
life is taking it's toll...

This life is life ending me,
like nothing I've ever known.
I just want to be happy,
and have a real love of my own

My mind is so confused,
my heart feels the same way;
and I don't know what to do,
can anyone else say the same?

Not a morning person 

It's early, it's quiet.. I really do not like it.

Wait till noon when the sun is high, but for now...

It is early, it is quiet.. I REALLY do not like it.

It is not time to eat, it is not the time to play.. I REALLY DO not like it.

Watch a movie, pass the time.. This movie..... I REALLY DO NOT like it.

Can't go back to sleep, my mind has already begun racing.

Can't dance, or sing, for the others are still sleeping.

Can't scream or shout, the others are STILL sleeping.

Can't play with my pet, I don't have one.

Can't go on a walk, early mornings are cold ones.

It is early, in the morning.... I have to say..... I REALLY DO NOT LIKE IT.

The lies they told me

Who knew

about the lies they told me

that they were toying with my heart

that they never felt the way I did

even at the start

they had used me and lead me on

never had I felt so wronged

After all I treated them with the utmost respect,

seeing how that was my undoing, that I am beginning to regret

showered them with all the affection I owned

Only for them to leave me utterly alone

I called him my bestfriend and called her my lover

I love them both with all my heart, though they're gone forever

I believe them leaving me and me finding someone else new, will all be for the better.

Because we all consisted of nothing but, the lies they told me.