I get it

Not everyone has the time to constantly console me-

But I'm still over thinking- 

"I'm annoying"

"They want me to go away"

"I'm just wasting their time"

"They don't want me"

I can't help it, really

These thoughts live in my poor empty mind

Nothing else to take up the space but meaningless self doubt 

I feel as if I'm demanding to much

To much affection

To much attention 

Just to much of everything

I know this is all self doubt speaking- 

But I still can't help but feel these ways

and

It drives me 

Crazy