And now at last

we come to the fifth and final time

I pour my heart out about 

whom a girl I call Rose, and the way she had hurt

me for when I wanted the hurting to end and this is what she had to state

"good-bye, good riddance, and I can't wait to marry him instead"

and I just wish we had it better at the end, but this time we put our hearts aside, behind, and and do what we feel is right.

and now my heart burns like that of a dying star

and all that remains is the harshness in her tone, and the voice in my head

and now you know why I won't let down my closed furious heart

 And on that day I made a vow

of how I'll burn anyone who would do me like that again

that I would shed my skin of carelessness and always be cautious

I pledge my allegiance only to the Lord and his son

but I will also be a sword that cuts down all those who torment the innocent

be a power that none can freeze

and at the very end of my life, I hope that it will be well spent

as I will extinguish the sun

I may not be a saint or a preacher

gone and out of my life she will be forever lost in my mind

for when we meet again I will quote the narrator of the Dolls of New Albion,

"All your intentions take there toll

All your hate enthralls your soul

When you lose you sometimes win

And all you love, does not love  you"

As this chapter comes to a close

more to this story but shall remain kept shut out

for it is time to end for this is the curtain call

but all in all hope you enjoyed but I must go on

see the future is always on its way

so I cannot stay

So no I bid adieu to the readers and of course her

I hope my lesson comes through to you

illuminating you to the facts and careless acts

everything's kept straight and of course names have been changed

for privacy

time to go my friends

but wait this is not the end

for now we take a break cause the future is always on its way

now my tale comes to a close as of today