I dreamt I got away with murder
No, not murder, I didn't mean to do it, it was an accident and
Was not at all what I meant
To do, I'm sorry

I remember us lying there
Freckled face, blue eyes that stare
Up at the sky
While time passes by
I don't remember exactly what I did
I moved too quickly, too sharply
And my arm it somehow hit
Him in the side harshly

Suddenly he was bleeding and wincing in pain
I froze, hanging my head in shame
Help was nowhere to be seen
I thought about fleeing the awful scene

But
He yanked my arm, said in an angry tone
Don't you dare let me bleed out alone!
Fine, I kneeled there and held his head
Against my fingers he took his last breath
It felt so intimate sharing his death
Even more than sharing a life?

Afterwards his parents cried
Many many tears were shed
Everyone was so upset
And of course so was I
I never wanted him to die
However as I kept very quiet
No one suspected that I might
Be the reason why he died

They show and tell my dreams
They show and they tell
How they know me so well
It's not about killing, it's never been
I'm just so scared of hurting him