Mild tw: references depression and a lack of motivation

It's interesting.
Some days I wake up and I'm happy
Sort of, anyways

But not always.
Other days, I wake up and I feel numb
But I still continue

And then there's the bad days.
On those days, I'm full of hatred
But only for myself

On those days,
It's hard looking in the mirror
It's hard to do anything at all