Guilt, a vicious  feeling,

Surrounds me like a shadow.

Never a moment,

Of Rest nor Peace.

I'm sorry.

Orphaned now are they,

Left to grieve a mother's loss,

Guilt, Anguish, Regret,

Are all I have left.

I can't feel,

Numb, confused, indifferent.

My mind is in Limbo.

I'm stuck in time.

Nothing happens.

Someone pill me out!

Someone help!

Can you hear me out?

Come back!

Don't leave!

Unable to know the difference,

From true and false,

Real and fake,

Dead or alive,

Rest, old one.

Rest in Eternal Peace.