I wake up and you're the first thing I think about

Sometimes I wonder do you ever think about me at all

You were supposed to be my special place and the place that I go to when I'm having dark thoughts

Turns out you were more against me than with me

I never knew the pain you could feel from the betrayal of someone who you thought understood you

Only to find out how they truly treated you but you're too blind to see it

Now I'm paying the price and waiting for each one to heal but they'll never understand me and what I do to make my pain go away

I thought you would've treat me different but you treat me just like the rest

But no matter what

~ I love you