I can look you in the eye and tell you I'm fine

Cause you dont see over 100 red lines

That I carve in my skin, one at a time,

Crying late at night

Stomach growling cause I'm hungry, haven't eaten in two days

Quietly crying cause I'm lonely, haven't seen my friends in days

And I'm texting him, saying that I wouldn't, that I couldn't

Texting him sorry cause I did something I shouldn't

Begging him dont do the same as me

But it's too late, hes already bleeding three

And I beg God, dont let me suffer please,

Make it end now, please God I'm on my knees

And I want to end this life, I want to die

But I cant kill myself cause I'm a coward-i tried

So instead of having someone to keep me warm

Having someone to protect me from the storm

I cut myself, every night of self harm

It's a new school, new people, and I have to make new friends

They said it would be fine but they lied to me again

Cause a single voice cannot drown out hundreds

Tell me that I'm pretty, but I'll never be above this

I'll always have these words around to drag me down

Over 200 scars and Im adding still now

And I just want someone to lead me around

To say that they care, to pick me up off the ground

It seems like my life is falling apart

And I'll try to put it back together, just like my broken heart.