Warning: Cursing

You watch me drowning,
When my feet are on the ground.
You watch me downing,
All the drinks you bought.

I'm not up on display,
No this is not a circus,
I'm searching through my books,
But books won't give me purpose.
All I want to do,
Is find a space to not feel worthless.

'So simply go away,
Fuck off'
That's all I'm gonna say.

Just because my voice will shake,
When I say this to your face,
Just because I might break,
Doesn't mean that you can't take this.

I'm not trying to be cruel,
but I hate all the cliches,
I'd try to phrase it in a nicer way,
But what is left to say.

'So simply go away,
Fuck off'
That's all I'm gonna say.