He's got me hooked
and i can't help it

and i wish he looked the other way
as my love for him is unrequited

But i can't help
being delighted, overexcited-
my insides all ignited
when he simply looks at me

and i can't help
being addicted to this feeling
of feeling,
of not being numb

Maybe i am healing in his presence,

maybe i am just dumb and succumb
my own naivety deceiving me..

It may be that
this is all just wishful thinking

but what if?

What if his heart was also sinking,
shrinking at this thought?