I'm living a life, without the "F",

At times I appreciate it, other times I have regrets.

Trying to find something so common, yet so rare.

Many times its so far, yet so near.

I'm trying to find somewhere I belong.

I'm surrounded by so many people, who hold me dear.

But personally I dont know if they truly care.

The eyes are windows to the soul, but mine are filled with tears

Achieved so much in life, but feels like nothing to me;

But I wont let my loneliness allow me to reconnect with toxic people,

I wont allow finding somewhere I belong, drive me to do evil.

Gaining a great physique doesn't mean using steroids and bulking dirty;

I shouldn't drink poison, just because I'm thirsty.

~Tremar Ivey~