I knew it would come to this. There would be
no special treatment,
no pampering.
Just the same old,
same old, time and again.

But this time,
I am prepared.
This time, I can't
afford to be weak.
I have a little boy
to be strong for.

This time, I am
not alone either.
I have the Lord
of the universe
on my side.
So this time,
I'll be alright.

I shall get ready to be pampered to my heart's content in Jannah, in sha Allah :)