I wish pain felt like being scared of the dark
I wish pain felt like the imaginary monster under your bed
I wish pain felt like needing to hide under the blankets when your scared
I wish pain felt like nightmares
I wish pain felt like being punched in the stomach
I wish pain felt like being choked to death
I wish pain felt like cramps
I wish pain didn't feel like being yelled at
I wish pain didn't feel like nothing and everything
I wish pain didn't feel like tears threatening to come out of your eyes
I wish pain didn't feel like needing to space out all the time
I wish pain didn't feel lonely
But it does
It hurts
I wish it would go away but it won't