I feel like I'm being swallowed whole
I feel like I have tears running down my cheeks
I feel like I've just been stabbed in the chest
I feel like I've just been strangled and I'm trying to ask for oxygen but there isn't any
Left in my body
I feel like I let people down
Like I made a huge mistake I can't fix
I was so happy
I was a flying rainbow
I felt like I could anything
Like I could say something and not get judged
But it's gone
I feel upset
I let them down
I ruined our plans
We're not gonna be happy anymore
I feel like I wasted time
I broke every thing and threw away the scraps
Im never gonna be able to turn back time
I can't fix this
What happened is already done
I ruined everything we had
And I'm sorry
Truly madly deeply sorry