I finally slipped
I finally fell down the rabbit hole
I've finally been consumed by the darkness
I'm finally trapped and can't get out
It's overwhelming and yet its quite nice
It hurts
Yet I like the pain a little bit
I want the pain to go away
To never come back
I want it to stay locked away in a chest
Yet it still finds a way back to me
Turning my thoughts to fire
I let it stay
It's all I know
The pain