I wish I weren't falling down a deep hole
I wish I didn't feel like destroying my skin
I wish I I didn't feel empty and numb
I wish I could be a open door
I wish I could be lots of things
And yet I don't do anything to fix it
I lay here broken
A broken piece of abandoned machinery
An old car you can't fix
A doll you accidentally broke the leg off
Lying there waiting to be fixed
A vase you broke with a soccer ball and hide the evidence so parents won't see it
The pieces are still there
The shatter of a broken heart is embedded in me
Broken I shall be forever
bandages I will always need
I am a broken bone that can't be fixed with love
I am the cancer that can't be cured
I am slowly dying inside
Monsters crawling out keeping me held hostage in a cage
A fire that can't be contained
A volcano eruption you can't stop from happening
Lava spewing out asking for help not getting any
I burn to ashes in waiting to be saved
I am a broken clock somehow still ticking
No matter how much I wish I weren't ticking
I continue too and I don't get any praise for it
I'm only here as a decoration
A chess piece thats been checkmated