I tried
I tried so hard to ignore the constant yelling in my head
Begging me to hurt myself
Telling me that I'm worthless
Telling me that I don't deserve anything
Telling me that I should take the headphone cord and wrap it around my fingers until there gone
Telling me that I should go and cut myself
I tried
I didn't want to let anyone down
I didn't want to be a disappointment
I didn't want to ruin everything that changed
But I did
I ruined the road
I ruined it all
I'm sorry
I understand if you cant forgive me