Everyday I wake up and get ready for the day even though I feel like lying back down and going back to sleep
Everyday I feel like I'm barely breathing
Like I'm breathing on borrowed oxygen
Everyday I put a smile on my face and act as if everything is alright
Everyday I say "I'm good" even though I'm not
Everyday I feel horrible, stupid, worthless, broken and like um just another piece of garbage sitting on the counter waiting to be thrown away
Everyday it feels like like I'm falling apart piece by piece
Everyday I feel like I'm falling on the floor and crying my eyes out even though the tears won't come
Everyday all I want is a hug and someone to whisper in my ear "I know you're not feeling alright, but I will tell you it will eventually be alright"
But everyday I'm left to stand alone with no one but me and a dark cloud of misery following my evey move
I'm left with nothing but shattered pieces that feel like they can't be put back together again
Everyday I wish it didn't feel like everything I say or do is scripted
Everyday I wish that people would care or be more kinder towards each other
Everyday I wish people wouldn't assume it judge bad things
Everyday I wish the world was better
Everyday I wish the pain would go away and never come back, but it stays here to haunt me everyday