Can't describe to you how in my heart I feel
There are no words in the world that can describe the way I feel
I feel like I'm about to explode with overwhelming feelings
I feel like there's a knot in my chest that can't be untied
It could be if you tried hard enough
There's no beginning or end
I feel like closing a door between myself
But I can't because I care and I don't want to hurt
I don't want to cut you with the blade
I don't want to punch you in the gut
I want hold you and hug you
I want to say sweet nothings
Yet I want to put up a wall
I can't help but think you'll hurt me

You have and yet I can't get your face out of my head
What's wrong with me
I can't like someone who will hurt me
Whose going to cut through my skin with words
Whose going to stomp all over me
Whose going to tell me I'm worthless
Without telling me I am
Who will not be good enough
Who will mentally abuse me
Even though I deserve it
I deserve the hurt and the pain
And yet I want to be healed
From all the hurt and the drowinng in deep deep water
My never ending hurt is stuck with me
My never ending feelings
So confusing and overwhelming
Will it ever unravel itself?
Will it ever not be a knot?

A/N: please give me a title for this poem