A flower that resembles you

Blossomed in this garden of loneliness

I wanted to give it to you

As I take off this stupid mask

I'm afraid

So pathetic

I'm so afraid

In the end, will you leave me too?

So I'm putting on a mask to go see you

I'm trapped inside of myself and I'm dead

It's dangerous how wrecked I am

Save me because I can't get a grip on myself

The promises we made disappeared

with the time we spent together

I'm caught in a lie

So take me out of this hell

I can't free myself from this pain

Without repulsion

You accepted me

I'm looking for myself again

But I don't wanna die anymore

The sky is blue and the sun is shining

So my tears are even more noticeable

Why is it you? Why did it have to be you?

Why can't I leave you?

I don't know what these emotions are

How much more do I have to wait?

How many more nights do I have to stay up?

You shine in this pitch darkness that is the butterfly effect

Your light touches, I forget the reality at once

It's like a wind that gently strokes me

It's like a dust that gently drifts along

You're there but for some reason, I can't reach you

If it's for you

I can act like I'm happy even when I'm sad

Hoping that all my weaknesses will be hidden

In this dream that won't ever come true

I wanted to become happy and strong

but why am I getting weaker?

I'm just fine, all of my pain

I can overcome

I wanna forget darkness and loneliness

Even if this is the path I chose

Even if everyone says

I made my own destiny

Even if this is a sin I committed

Even if this whole life is just a price

To pay for a sin

If I was alone, if I never knew you

I might have given up

At the end, I've come to realize

I'm the one I should love in this world