About a year ago,
I didn't know
What would come

About a year ago,
I started to think
More self-destructive

About a year ago,
I started to pick myself apart
In front of the mirror

About a year ago,
I started to care about
How much I ate

About a year ago,
All I wished for was
To change the way I looked

About a year ago,
I starved myself
For the first time

It was three days before christmas
And I felt awful

But I couldn't stop
Things just got worse

In the beginning
It were just thoughts

But from time to time
They turned into actions