I'm so sorry I lied to you.
All of you.
I see you in school every day.
I laugh with you.
I talk with you.
But my head is spinning and thinking about different things.
Things I haven't talked about with you.
And probably never will.
I'm sorry.
I'm sorry I lied.
But I'll continue it anyway.
And that breaks my heart.
Because you don't deserve this.
You deserve better.