"There is absolutely nothing standing in the way of me and death. I could do it at any moment if I wanted to.
But the thing is, something inside me is telling me that I'm not done here. Not yet.

The tv says that the perfect body is curvy with a big butt and big breast with thick thighs.
The magazine says the perfect body is thigh gap and flat stomach and no curves.
But that's the thing. The perfect body doesn't exist."