To Jeremy and Sydney

-How I wished I realized-

I remember the place where we gazed in the sky oh so blue
Where we would dance and how we flew
Telling me what I meant to you
Saying how I was a pretty as a jew
Wishing I would knew
Wanting to know what you meant, I do

But I was way too blind
And you never pointed it out, being way too refined
Regardless to me, you were always too kind

And when I fell ill
You stayed by my side all of the way in Jacksonville
Running around to give me food, crossing the hill
Nursing me back to health, staying with me until

How could I not realized, how you cared
Even in distance at me, how you starred
A look of great love, your eyes declared

It was then that day
When I saw the ship across the bay
A girl who came from away
Who caught your eyes, always so gray
Made you smile, blushing as you looked away

Oh how it made me upset
Seeing you and her hang out, made my eyes go wet
That's when I knew she was a threat

And it seemed you liked her
Something inside me just stir
Comparing myself to her, I was just an armature

Oh how I realized when it was far to late
How you loved me and now she is the one who is so great
I just hope you both never go on a date

Then when you could not see
That is when you agree
Thinking I never look at you in that way of glee

And you finally crossed
For words, making me lost

A sickness, too cold
Without a cure to be sold
It was you who told
But you got it, not even old

Finally telling how much I care for you my love, Seth
You kissed me just before taking your final breath
Tears left me when you were finally in death

Oh I wish I knew before
You died on my bedroom floor
Oh how I wish to see you, just once more
Before you leave forever, out the door

Meaning:

There one was two friends, a girl and a guy.  The guy always did everything for her.  He cared for her so much.   He always tried to give hints saying how much he cared for her and then one day a different girl comes and she likes the guy. The guy thinks well he might as well try it out since his friend doesn't seem to like him.  But the narrator girl sees and is furious with jealousy.  This causes her to realize she actually likes him and how she have been blind to her feelings.  She then feels heartbroken. The narrator girl doesn't realize he doesn't care for the other girl and is sad for awhile.  She then puts distance between herself and her friend.  Soon a cold season comes by which is really deadly to the body.  The story which takes place in older times did not always have cures for things and sicknesses were worse in those time. The narrator realizes he caught the awful sickness that has no cure. She is sad and visits him.  On his deathbed she told him what she meant to him and they kissed with his remaining last breath.  He dies a moment later and she wishes she knew before so she could spend time with him.  Through out the poem/song she always says 'Oh how I realized when it was far too late' or 'How could I not realize' or 'Oh I wish I knew before.'  And she sings this song wishing she realized before so she could of spend time with him in a loving way.  She is sad and the rest of her life is unknown...

Note: Most poems are based of something that has to do with me.  This poem is based off people leaving, but this poem is worse than what actually happened.