I feel empty

There nothing left inside of me

For you to come back

I knew it was too good to be true

I guess being with my friends is something I lack

But I only feel empty without emotions, I do

I'm always away

Never there to stay

At home on the pc all day

Writing and reading until night I lay

I want to be sad

But it is just so bad

I cannot feel a thing not even a tad

I am emotionless

Complete brokenness

Sometimes so bad it becomes hopelessness

I been awhile

Even as I fake a smile

I try to preform feelings for a mile

But it nothing

And I'm usually just bluffing

Yet everytime you say

Oh what so wrong on this day

I can't even shout or say yay

And hope something will sway

I tell you everything is fine, everything is fine

But really inside I am a dying line

I say, Just hold you hand out

And wishing to run across the fields and shout

And scream into this endless empty route

Feelings of joy and happiness to exclaim about

But it just imaginary

As the game pictionary

Everything is fake

And its for my own sake

I just need to hurry up an be awake

From this endless worlds of dreams that consume me every time I wake

After going back to school in person and realizing how many people stayed online including the ones I'm such close too.  I just felt writing it, and needed to write something a little dreary.  Y'know it annoying cause I got another idea for writing...