Ever imagined how I feel
When I pull my sleeve
And cut myself to bleed
Letting the bright red to seep.

Let me tell you how I feel
When cut myself to heal
Form all the pain I conceal
Just to find a little relief

When I bleed
I find myself more happy,
Than I can believe
When all the guilt and pain leaves

Leaving a pleasure and relief
But all the relief seems so brief
To feel that guilty relief
I again cut myself to bleed

I let myself fall deeper in sleep
Form all thoughts that never leave
With scars getting deep and deep
I silently weep myself to the deepest sleep.

I let the bright red seep in speed
Until I no longer perceive
Numb is what I feel
When I cut myself to bleed

Indeed a poor try to heal
But it is all I need to make myself feel
That I can find relief.
From all the pain I conceal

∞|∞

Longest poem till now

A topic that I can write and write and never get tried off.

And do hit that star 🌟