I can feel it

The darkness coming back

Slowly surronding me

The thoughts are back

Making me feel crazy

I can feel myself shutting people out again

I can feel my fears coming back and my stregnth slowly breaking

I know what others refuse to believe

There is no help for me

I can always keep fighting

Fall in the hole time and time again

Just to climb back out and fall again

It's a pointless way to live

Buts it all I have

Ive don't it before

Beat the darkness

Im just not sure if I can do it again

I feel myself falling

I'm holding on to the ledge

Maybe I can crawl up before I fall all the way

But if I do fall

I don't know if I can climb out again

I don't know that it's worth the struggling

I don't know if I should just give up or keep fighting

I don't know if it's worth fighting for