Death

A scary topic for everyone

Not for people who welcome it

I welcome it, at times ive begged for it

I have fought the urge, I have walked into my bathroom with no plans to exit

Yet, Here I am

I Have forced the blade away

I have to or I will give in

I Realize cutting myself makes me weak, Crying makes me weak

What else is there to do but hold it in, That's who the strongest person is

The one who can deal with everything that comes there way and do nothing but fix it

Thats the person that I want to be

I will show everyone I am happy, even Angry

I will never show them Scars,Tears,or Weakness

I will do those things alone and hide them well

They will never feel the sastifaction of them breaking my heart

I know that one day I will end up Cutting to deep on purpose

I will leave this world and hopefully be happier and go fly

Just like my friend wants to, If I dont see her tommorow

I know shes better off, I will miss her more than anything

I love her

But theres one thing we have in common

Anyone who welcomes it isnt affarid

Their Brave and they stand Strong

The one thing they face together is

Death