i often wonder

if you walked into my workplace how would i react?

would i take your order

stonefaced

would i pretend you werent there?

would i start to cry

saddened

would i mourn you once again?

would i glared into your soul

ruthless

would i curse you in the night?

or would i smile at your arrival

contented

would i be vulnerable with my heart again?

and would you

would you have changed?