we repeat

the same words in our heads
over and over and over

we

say stupid things
and do stupid things
over and over and over

we think

what we could have said
what we could have done
what they could have said
what they could have done
over and over and over

over and over until even me writing this
and you rereading this
makes our throats close
and air seem nowhere to be found

we spiral.

over and over and over

again.

















-it will never be over