Poems of Sadness

Dear reader I warn you. These poems are based on peoples lives. Mine is included. I will never mention their name. When they read this they will know who they are. The people who hurt them will regret hurting these people if they know who they are. 

Broken:

Funny huh?

I don't think so

This girl is hurt

And you don't seem to care

Broken down

Lost in tears

Seeing no light

What is there to do

She sees no one

She says little

She used to show her real self

But the girl is now gone

I hope your happy

This girl just wanted to be herself

Yet you think it's funny

To sit and call her names

Telling her she is:

Ugly

Stupid

Worthless

Need I go on?

She has the scars

She shows the pain

Look at her

She is now away

Away from the pain

She couldn't take it

Told me no one could stop her

I tried my best too

She wakes up in the hospital

Knowing she failed

I'm happy she's still here

But sad knowing she will have more pain on her

Friends:

Really?

You think your life is bad?

Saying you can't find the right clothes

You can't find a boyfriend

You don't have my life

I'm just a girl

A girl who wants to end it

I am alone

People call me names

Call me a slut every day

I feel alone

And my smile is always fake

I miss being normal

People make me feel like I'm nothing

I can't believe you treat me like this

I thought you were my friends

Why:

Mom?

What's happening?

Why are you fighting?

Stop please

Someone help!

I don't want this to keep happening

What's going on?

I thought you were happy

Dad?

Why do you have your suitcase?

Where are you going?

You're leaving!

Stop

You're making me cry

I have had enough

I can't handle you guys

You guys split up and there's nothing I can do

You brought me happiness

And now it's gone

Why?

Words:

Stalker!

Worthless!

Fugly!

Ugly bitch!

She hears the words every day

Reading them makes you feel pain

She cries every day

Thinking it's not going to get better

Trust?

She can't do that

People have hurt her so much

She feels like no one will help her

Drama queen!

Whore!

Slut!

Stupid bitch!

When will these words end

She doesn't know

She just wants them to stop

That's all

Pills?

Knife?

Gun?

Razor?

She thinks that's her options

Knowing that she can't stop it

She's to scared to talk about it

And never wants to say anything ever again

She changed now

Shy

And scared

Scared of the world

No thanks to you

Misery:

Slowly

Slowly dying on the inside

Life at home?

Hurts like hurts like hell

Parents fighting left and right

Hiding in my room

I don't talk to anyone about it

I don't like talking about it

I sit on my bed and think

Thinking why would they care if I'm here

All they do is fight anyways

They wouldn't notice

Someone

Take me away from here

Take me away from the misery

Please save me

From this nightmare

Time:

You broke me

You knew I was in pain

But you didn't care

You decided to hurt me more

I'm not surprised

That's what the others did

You're like all of them

And you're not going to change

I thought I knew you

I thought you were an angel

But you turned out

To be the devil in disguise

The pain is going away

But I will never forget

What you said

Saying that I was a waste

Of your time

Bad Example

You said you cared

Looking around I see nothing but lies

I thought you said you cared about each other?

That's what love is

Isn't it?

Love is supposed to go on forever

Not just a temerapry thing

I guess I was wrong

No I'm not wrong

Love is forever

Love is strong

Not something you can through around

So thanks a lot

You're being a bad example to me

I hope your happy

Mom and Step-dad

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