Yeah, I could of had it all
but I didnt realize I was my own downfall
Trying to search for something new
Showing people my point of view

I know I've done wrong
Yeah i'm not as strong
as I used to be, I admit
but I try not to be the one to plummet

I keep myself together
not relying on someone forever
but honestly most days
I usually don't have much to say

Constantly falling apart
Always having to restart
Feeling left out a lot
I was never apart of the plot

But it's alright when I have the salvation
Of my favorite music station
Wrapping it's warm embrace around me
Keeping me from being lost at sea

Yeah, I feel alone and left out
But I guess it's just the constant doubt
of not being cared for or loved
at least from certain people above

I know I will always have their love
yeah I will always have their love
Constantly trying to prove
that I'm someone not to lose

I'm a wilting rose
Trying to prove myself to those
Who deserve my respect
And none of my disrespect

Yeah I'm a rose
Constantly falling apart
But it's just the path I chose
So I don't have to restart

I'm trying, i'm really trying
please babe give me this one chance
I promise for you i'll stop
Why do I feel like the bad cop?

How long does it take
For me to finally just awake
And realize you don't like me
And realize we will never be

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A song I've been iffy on posting.... someone please tell me what the meaning of this is 🙄 I can't figure it out to save my life....which is sad because I wrote it....