I've been crying way too much
And my smile starts to fade,
For a hand to hold and guide me
Anything I'd trade.

I'm barely holding on
To this life that means so little
I may break at any moment,
My existence feels so brittle.
It feels like everybody has
Turned to look the other way,
I'm looking for a loved one
To give me just one reason to stay.

Where has everybody gone?
Where am I supposed to be?
Don't know what I'm gonna do,
I'm scared, so confused,
Who am I meant to be?

I'm just a little lost and scared child
With no confidence,
Any time I try to talk I get pushed aside,
And ignored, there's no consequence.
At least, that's what they think
But now I'm alone and the tears start to come,
Thoughts on how to run, get away from this,
My heart starts to drum.

Where has everybody gone?
Where am I supposed to be?
Don't know what I'm gonna do,
I'm scared, so confused,
Who am I meant to be?

You know what?
I'm done,
Forget what everybody thinks of me
Only opinion that matters is one.
Yeah that's me, not hard to figure out
I'm done with all of this,
Done with you and all your shit,
Giving up on being someone I'm not is pure bliss.

May not know where I'm supposed to be,
Or what I'm meant to do.
But I do know where I wanna be,
And who'll be with me all the way through.

This was fun to write, and in my head it all sounds like a song and-I really wish this were a song. If only I were confident enough in my singing voice..

Oliver out. Also, still not back on wattpad yet just wanted to post this, sorry.