At this moment,
I feel very afraid,
I feel stupid, not good enough,
As if I should just fade away.
All the people around me,
I'm so proud of all they've done,
They're brilliant, they're going places,
They are so motivated, ready for anything to come.
They've got their lives figured out,
And I'm falling way behind,
Not a clue of what I may achieve in life,
No idea of what I want.
The truth is,
The future terrifies me,
Leaves me petrified of all the possibilities,
So much that.. I'd rather die, than see what happens.
I don't know what I'm going to do,
What stress awaits,
And how I may handle it,
I'm not ready for it to come.
But.. at least I have accepted it,
That it's coming no matter what,
There's always stressful times in life,
But, that happens to everyone.
I don't know what I want from life,
But who says I have to know now?
Life is longer than I think,
I have so much more time.
Who cares if it takes me longer,
Than my friends to see what I need?
Who cares if it takes 100 years,
Before I ever see?
Just because these struggles will come,
It doesn't mean I can't get through them.
I'll take them, handle each problem one at a time,
I'll make it, I know I can.
There's no reason to fear it,
I'm meant to be here.
And I'm not going to die,
I'll stay here, under the beautiful stars,
On this earth that loves me,
And that will always hold my heart.

I've been scared of my future lately, but.. there's no reason to be. I'm here, and not going anywhere. Oliver out.