Your name is a sinful thing to me  the way it falls out my mouth is something I'd never want anyone to bare witness to

I've heard the words of people closest to me, that you're not the one, you'll find the one, it's not the end of your life move on

Have any of these people known the feeling of catching the glimpse of someone you would have spent decades with?

Do any of these people know how it feels like to have mouthfuls of words unsaid and all you can do is swallow? Forget and live on

To always have the echo of three words replaying every time you see them

The betrayal of the mind; begins when it couldn't let go of our memories

Do any of you comprehend how it feels to always have to hide and brush my feelings off as if it's some sinful disgraced thing? 

To never be able to say "I love you" because then, "it'll pass, you'll move on."

Do any of you understand how it feels to love someone in a moment and be told that your feelings will disappear?

I can't because in every interaction( I love you) every look(I love you) every mention (I love you) the words I bring (I love you)

(I love you I love you I love you-

"I love you."