Sometimes, I look at it,
Sometimes, I wanna feel it.
Sometimes, I feel I deserve it.

"Just one cut-
It'll make you happy.." They tell me.
But I know this isn't the truth.

Sometimes, temptations become to strong.
Because just like the saying goes-
"Temptations- become fucking reality!"

One more cut-
It'll make you smile,
One more cut-
You'll feel not alone,
One more cut-
It's what you deserve,

I'll cut, and I'll cut-
Listening to the voices in my head..
They say I'll be alright,
BUT I DON'T FUCKING FEEL IT..

Saturday. October 17th. 10:13am, Est.
2020.