dear jungkook,

you make me happy.

why?

because in my world, you exist.

however, you also make me depressed.

why?

because in yours,

i don't.

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"what does this even mean?" taehyung asked once he had finished reading jimin's newest letter.

"he means," jeongguk finally spoke up, after thinking hard about the meaning behind jimin's poem. "that he doesn't exist in my world."

"he wouldn't be wrong." taehyung told him while laughing. "you act as if he doesn't even exist to you anymore."

"you're not wrong there," jeongguk snickered, although that was true. jimin and jeongguk used to be good friends, that was, until jeongguk got a girlfriend. jeongguk had started to ignore jimin, and he'd often cancel their plans and say he was busy with his new girlfriend, which pissed off jimin. he still never ended the friendship, it was jeongguk who did that, after his girlfriend told him to. it didn't really effect jeongguk as much as it did jimin. 

"why?"

"why what?"

"why do you act this way? you know it affects jimin in a negative way. so why?"

"i don't care."

"pardon?"

"i don't care about him." he rephrased.

"but why?"

jeongguk didn't say anything else, but he smiled and nodded. 

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