"Are you okay?"
Such a simple question that expects a simple answer
"Are you okay?"
No
I'm not okay,
I've never been okay
But I'm not allowed to speak about it
I'm cursed
To forever reassure everyone
"Yeah I'm fine!"
What a fucking lie
I'm in pain
My body is failing me
I'm coughing up blood every morning
I'm in constant mental and physical pain all day
I cry my self to sleep
I wake up in the middle of the night from nightmares like a scared five year old
The walls I had tried so hard to rebuild have been torn down because I decided to let my guard down and trust some stupid boy
I'm broken
I don't like conflict but recently I've been the cause for so much of it
"Are you okay?"
No, I never have and I never will be okay
"Yeah, everything's fine"