Try.

Try to understand.
to see,
To feel,
To wonder,
What it'd be like,
In a world without you.
A world wihout color.
Black, white.
Everyday the same as before.
Everyday a battle,
Lost.
Everyday a blank page,
Everyday without sunshine,
Or flowers,
Clouds,
Beauty.
Try to imagine me, and our friends.
Reminded of what we couldn't stop.
Even though we tried.
We tried to help,
To feel,
To see,
To understand.

I tried, and failed.