Indifference
A lack of interest, concern, or sympathy.
I think that word describes me perfectly.

I have a split personality
And depending on who you are as a person
You will only see one of my two sides.
Whether you get the indifferent me
Or the exuberant me
Is entirely up to you.

If you think
You can just say something sadistic to me
And still have me treat you kindly with respect
You are dead wrong.

Standing still silently in front of you
Is not something I will do
Because I won't just sit there and take it
While you put a smile on your face and fake it.

I am indifferent towards you.
I will show you no mercy
Or kindness
Or care
Or interest
And I will avoid you as much as possible.

I am indifferent
About many morose melancholy things
But that won't stop me
From adding you onto
That lengthy long list
If I find you deserving of my indifference.

Insightful indifference is intelligent.
Negligent and ignorant indifference is just hurtful.

Don't worry, sweetie.
I'm being indifferent and cold to you on purpose.