there's this brokenness inside of me

that can never be replaced

I feel this emptiness of something

I know I can't fix

there's this piece they've broken

you can't put back together

I can't be fixed

I can't feel full

I don't know how to

my life has been shattered

my dreams have been crushed

you might find this silly

to be heart broken by something simple

they say I can't go to camp

but I don't believe them.

my heart is still shattered

my dreams are still crushed

I don't feel anything

I don't know what to feel

if I can't see my best friend again

just one more year

my head might explode

I'm done with life

I miss her

I miss camp

I miss summer

I miss me