I can't believe I messed up
Now the tears are flooding
My eyes all over again;
Why must I hurt others when I'm
Trying to help them?
Now I've lost my best friend.

I'm scared of loneliness
I can't stand the freezing cold;
Will anyone miss me?
I doubt it,
Truth be told.

A heart full of pain
Now torn to a bloody shred;
Regret & thoughts of suicide,
Are infecting my head.

Leave me in lonely solitude
Leave in the dark;
I don't want to be around,
With a broken heart.

I regret making those mistakes
But I cannot change my past;
Even if I was able to,
I'd still feel this heartache that will
Forever last.