i can feel myself trying too hard and it makes my skin crawl.
i keep thinking that maybe if i say the right thing you'll want me the way i want you,
but i know it's just foolish thinking.
but when i get that email that mail has arrived
my mind instantly flashes to you and i desperately try not to get my hopes up.
they come crashing down anyway when i go to the mail room and it's nothing but junk.
i try too hard, i hope too much, i am so, so foolish.