I didn't expect it to happen. I didn't want it to happen either, I was scared at first. I didn't notice the butterflies when I said or heard your name nor did I feel the spark when you tried to hug me or hold my hand. But now that I do, you don't want to hug me or kiss me or even think about me but I do and thats all I want because stupid me let my gaurd down and you slipped in and made me fall I'm not sure how but you did. I was too scared to let it happen at first but now I let it happen and you love me just not how I want you to but as a sibling. I still don't understand why it happened but it did. So now I'll sit here and wait till you need me again as a shoulder to cry on or as a hand to hold on to to help you stand. I didn't even have a relationship with you because I was too scared, I didn't even get to make you happy. I wish I could go back and just tell myself to stop being so scared but I can't keep regretting the past so all I can do right now is make you happy just being your friend.