All I can ever think about is what I do wrong. The list in my brain is getting too long.

Whenever I'm in a good mood and thinking positively. The thoughts of me messing up and doing bad show up in my head randomly.

The thoughts just clogged and cloud my mind. I wish I could just leave all those memories behind.

But no my brain just leave them tucked away. Until my conscience wants to make my happiness decay.

Then my mind just starts to fill and my positive emotions drastically start heading downhill.

I really hate when my mind does this to me. I really hate feeling sad honestly.

~Aria