My thoughts are my own worst enemy.

Being lost in them is like going through a tragedy.

I just wish my happiness would stay.

But my brains like no no no you're not allowed to feel that way.

It's hard for me to just "get over things".

Since I can't just forget things that make me have negative feelings.

I just wish I knew why.

Why my thoughts just make me want to cry?

I truly just don't understand why I have to be sad.

These feelings are annoying they're starting to make me mad.

Why does my brain have to over exaggerate my emotions, to the point where they're unbearable?

I wish I could just be sad, you know, at a reasonable level.

My own thoughts are just something I need to overcome.

I hope I can achieve that soon cause this sadness is just making me go numb.

~Aria