Hello my lovelies I apologize for the long wait.

You see I now can only have my tablet on the weekends.

My parents think I'm on it too much, so I'd like to update on this day since I don't have homework and I'll be able to chill with my device on the weekends.

Anyway, here's something I came up with in class.

~Enjoy~

YOUR mother passes
Its not okay
You frown everyday

Her memories still sprawled round
Her metals you see make you proud
But still you feel down
Still frown
Can't seem to pick yourself up from the ground

You go for a walk
What do you see?
A child and mother
She calls her mommy
Like you had before

You look away
Still with a frown
On your face

You go to the store
What do you see?
A female cashier
That resembles your mommy

You wear a fake smile
She takes a while
Getting your money
And still looks like your mommy

Can't bear to face
The lady's face
You whisper a 'thank you'
You leave
Needing space

You run away
To a bridged highway
Where no cars drove by
You start to wonder why
You continued to stay

You glance over the edge
Think a thought
You've pledged
To never think again

But there
You stare
Wondering where
You should go

Go to a father?
Who abused my mother
I just don't know
Where to go
Should I go?

Should I go?
Prove if angels exist
If God's work amidst
I don't know
Should I go?

Or should I stay?
Figure out a way
To make things okay

I'm clueless
I'm confused
I look up at the sky
To see if God's amused

If I stay (movie reference)
Will the heartache go away?
I scream where I lay
I lay on the ground

I look up
It has started to rain
Fallen skies
I think
I cry

My father has lied
When he said he'd bring her no harm
But he has tricked me
As she has her
With his pitiful charm

Fallen skies
Represents the world's cries
Loved ones who've died
And our lives
Life

I look over the edge
Momentarily forgotten my pledge
Wipe my tears on my sleeve
My only thought was
I want to leave

I grab the poles
Slipped over the side
Stood I did looked down the hole
Stood chin up with pride

I looked back over
At the road
But still I stayed
I looked down again
I started to pray

Should I go?
Or should I stay

One thing I've learned in life
Is you don't get your way
You sometimes can't take back the words you say
Or you could die by plane

Get an F on a quiz
Miss the first twenty minutes of the Wiz
It's all apart of life
And your job is to put the pieces back together

I look down
I smile sadly
I look around
I jump

I drown

Hope you liked this my poems have been sad lately. But if your interested please read the book before this one
Poems By A Thirteen Year Old

Love you my uglies and my pretties