I don't even remember how long ago I wrote this poem, to be honest. XD Anyways, I've been meaning to put this up for a while and never quite got around to posting it. Everyone has dark days, and I've had quite a few. When things get tough, I tend to run away from everyone and everything, including God. (I don't recommend doing that.)

How long has it been

Since I was last here?

I've not talked to you in ages,

But now I'm too broken to fear.

You welcome me back.

Why'd I ever leave?

Since I left, I've been in pieces

And forgotten how to believe.

My heart in tatters,

Feeling unstable,

I have tried living on my own

And found myself unable.

Why am I like this?

What is wrong with me?

I cannot focus anymore.

I know there's light, but I can't see.

Am I too far gone

Or finally lost?

Things that once held my interest

Don't seem worth the effort or cost.

I feel nothing,

Or I fall apart.

I know something has to be wrong.

I'll be fine, and then I'll lose heart.

Waking is no fun;

All I want is sleep.

Even then my dreams betray me.

How long will my sanity keep?